Personal interests

I often wonder how some people came to be TV watchers and some are activity doers, and some are computer addicts and some are bar, tavern, saloon or club people.
I admire them all, however I cannot help but wonder from what each may be fleeing.

I wonder about myself the most of course and have decided that everyone has in their persona a ‘Nerd” that drives them to be a certain distortion of the real person they know they are.

If everyone would just go; (Yes I have a destination in mind for all of you) If they would just go take a strong, honest, blinders off, personally safe, private, critical and admiring look via a SERIOUS self examination and evaluation.

I think we would have more artists of quality, more health, more smiling, more satisfaction, more secure perceptions, more responsibility, more fulfillment, more acceptance, more beauty, more sharing, more realization that we can be everything we want of and for ourselves and not give a hoot about what we think others think of us in our real skin.

Have you ever done something to please someone else, and at the same time displeased yourself?

Have you ever bought a dress (Do women still wear dresses?) that you knew was just to look better for a specific other woman in some sort of personal fashion war?

Have you ever worn Khakis for someone else when you wanted to wear jeans for yourself?
Have you ever ??? - you fill in the blanks, (there is more than one thing to go here for each of us).

Have you ever ordered wine when you wanted a beer?

Have you ever said to yourself that you wish you had done what you wanted for yourself instead of doing something else for what someone else might think?

Enough, by now you either get it or are bored or have checked out. If you are still here, the real blog follows:

My point is that this is the real deal here that we are living today. This is the Final night of the play. This is the last time the orchestra will play the theme for curtain calls. This is the last experience we will have that is this unique experience - life.

Do whatever it takes. Do all you can. Please do ask yourself – Am I worth it to ‘be’ myself?
Ask yourself: Have I satisfied my desire to ‘be’ the person I know I am? Really. Way really down deep inside where only you can see, feel and know what is right for you.

If you haven’t yet done this, you are in for a treat. Just do it!

Then, when you have acknowledged who you really are not, go to the web site I won’t mention http://www.millennium3education.com). Here through yourself you can capture your life as you want it.

Ask yourself,
“What Is It That I Am Pretending Not To Know”

Fare is paid, tuition is not. You are worth it. I know. Do you? Go find out how to ‘be’ you.

Love with power and freedom,
CABBY